Well, It is Friday, I love Friday!  I need to talk to my sister, to make sure she is on track with her plans.  I hope she calls me this weekend (hint hint)

I miss Sierra, I had to work late last night and she slept over at my parents house.

I need to get a loan, I need a cosigner

I need to lose weight, I plan to start trying.  Apperantly I have to eat to loss weight, go figure...

So I sit here looking at this healthy granola bar, knowing I am not hungry, needless to say it is still not open....

Yuck, I took a bite, tastes like cardboard... no I mean it really it tastes like cardboard. 

Ok,

Hope everyone had a kick ass holiday, we should have holiday weekends EVER week. :-)

My dog is so much bigger then this picture of Sierra and him, it is crazy!

Later!

RUTHIE

I have a 5 day weekend coming up at the end of Thursday night, but now I have nothing to do, Jamie wants to go bowling again on Sat. that might be fun, we want to gather enough people to fill two lanes so we do not get our asses handed to us again.  Heehee.  Any fun ideas for this weekend?

I am so going home now. 

Unit I get this bored again.  ;-)

Ruthella

It is a common thought that I am a good person with a fun personality and a good sense in life itself.  So why is it then that I cannot think that way of myself.  Why is it that I think he was right to leave me?  And the question that I cannot get out of my head is WHY can’t I get over this guy.  He is not even a good person for me, why do I feel like I should/ could save him.  Why am I so willing to sacrifice my own happiness to make someone else happy?  Why should I care about someone who doesn’t care about me at all?  What is wrong with me?  Before you know it, I will be on my deathbed, and no one will notice or care!

Ok, well now that I got all that stupid feeling sorry for myself out of my system… In all reality I am going to be fine, and I know that!  I am not reliant on him, and I will be better off without him… Really, how long can someone pretend to be someone they are not before it eats them up inside?  I am a social person.  I love my friends, I love to include them and spend time with them.  I love to see them and talk to them, and any man who cannot understand that about me, will never truly understand me anyways.  I am done with men, they all lie and suck… and not in a good way (well most of them do that too, but that is not what I am complaining about).  J  Anyways, I need some kind of a crappy rebound relationship to take my mind off this… any takers??  LOL, yes, please come on over, and let me get over someone else through you, you don’t mind right…. LOL  Maybe I will go out this weekend and make out with chicks, that always cheers me up and reminds me how much I really do love men, no matter how much I say I am done with them.  *Giggle*

Ok, so is this like my second posting??  I am not as good at this as I once was…. 

Oh well, no one will read this anyways… I hope….

Until Next time, Ruthie… You are simply amazing!

So I came here looking for my sister and have some how got suckered into another place to tell the mysteries of my life. Well, we will see what becomes of this, now won't we?  My beautiful daughter and my 11 week old puppy are outside playing, so I am going to watch them. 

Later.